I was thinking back to when I was younger… Man I was a bitch to people to cared about me.
Now, I wish they were all here. But I did all this… I pushed them away and I’m paying for it with my loneliness and regret.
I’m so sorry… And thank you, for loving me and caring about me when I gave nothing back. I was young and naive, but now I know.
I’m wondering if I’m ever going to find anyone to care for me again…? We’ll have to see. At least I have the memory of being loved to reminisce on a cold, rainy night…
Just like tonight.