The Pursuit of skinnyness.

the WORLD is BETTER when i'm SKINNY.

but i'm NOT SKINNY. so the WORLD is SHIT

(UGW: 38kg)
So true sometimes… Sometimes it’s nice to be told that it’s OK to feel shitty.

So true sometimes… Sometimes it’s nice to be told that it’s OK to feel shitty.

(Source: phantasizing, via fuchsiagold)

Remorse

I was thinking back to when I was younger… Man I was a bitch to people to cared about me.

Now, I wish they were all here. But I did all this… I pushed them away and I’m paying for it with my loneliness and regret.

I’m so sorry… And thank you, for loving me and caring about me when I gave nothing back. I was young and naive, but now I know.

I’m wondering if I’m ever going to find anyone to care for me again…? We’ll have to see. At least I have the memory of being loved to reminisce on a cold, rainy night…

Just like tonight.

Food poisoning - it’s hell but at least it makes me not eat.